Oh! Also! One of my actor friends here is in another acting company with the actress who plays Tamika Flynn on WTNV. He texted her telling her that he met a fan (because I was kind of super excited) and I guess it made her day.
Small world my friends, small world.
Our very cool LD here gave me some very cool plays to read and we had a very cool talk and she is very cool and everything is very cool.
I think about WarHorse and handspring puppets a lot. I wish I could just play with Joey puppet and learn how to do the heart and just….gah.
I wish I could just see if I could be good at big puppets like that. I don’t know where to start.
fuck I gotta stop spending money.
i hate being an intern.
I feel like I’m teetering on the edge of understanding something big and nameless.
I feel like I’m learning a new language, the new words are rough and clunky in my mouth.
I feel like I’m grasping for something just quite not out of reach.
I feel like I’m trying to answer the door in a big strange house.
i am a strong growing thing, growing out of spite and curiosity.
Bonding with company members about childhoods and creating a WarHorse team of hind, heart and head is a wonderful thing.
Dear National Theatre, please hire us.
36 hours of beach life is amazing, as is 10 hours of tech directly after.
You should read that as:
BEEEEEEEEEEER OCEAN BEEEEER OCEAN, coffee coffee coffee.
I ran into the ocean at 4am in the fog, I played lots of beer pong, I had the stereotypical spring break experience crammed into 36 hours of amazing.
growing up is amaze.
There is something incredibly powerful yet horribly tragic about being emotionally broken inside and coming to peace with it.
You cannot hurt me. You have no power here.
A local street cat ran to ask for ear scratches outside the dinning room building and then tried to follow me inside.
Some have crazy cat lady thrust upon them.
I got an email yesterday that my intern program for the season got new funding and they’re renovating the intern apartments and I am! So! Happy!
I plan on filling my room with little baby cacti and succulents and whatever else I can grow and make little terrariums.
This year is for ME, finally. And I shall fill my world with strong growing things.